Title: Trusting You
Series: Players to Lovers #1
Author: Ketley Allison
Genre: New Adult Contemporary Romance
Release Date: October 8, 2018
My best friend died tonight and her baby girl might be taken away from me, too, if I donât find Lilyâs father before sheâs ripped out of my life and given to another family.
Unfortunately, I know who he is. Heâs my best friendâs ex, and I hate him in memory and on sight.
I love this baby, but I donât love him. Even if he does whatever it takes to make me trust him, and it seems heâs determined to do exactly that.
Thereâs just so little of my heart left, and I canâtâwonâtâreserve any of it for that bastard, Lachlan Hayes.
A pro-football prodigy, success was laid out in golden dollar signsâuntil an injury so cringe-worthy it went viral laid me out for good.
Since then, Iâve discovered booze and sex, and I get both whenever I want.
Until a girl shows up at my literal doorstep, telling me about a baby I never knew I had.
As she looks at me with tears her eyes, I have a sick feeling my world is about to spin out again.
Iâm in deep sh*t, because in no life plan did I think Iâd raise a daughter, and I sure as hell didnât think Iâd fall in love with the woman that comes with her.
âIâd better go,â I say.
âYeah.â Locke waves us off. âGo. But make sure to come back, okay?â
I offer him a small, deflated smile as I push the stroller through the doorway. âIâm not going to abscond with your baby.â
âI donât just mean the baby.â
The doorâs almost shut, but I catch a glimpse of his face as he says it, and in those brief seconds, I detect nothing but irritation.
It makes no sense, his words coupled with his expression, but Iâm coming to understand that about Locke. The conflict and layers and constant upkeep it takes for him to keep pretending everything in his life is okay.
I lift the stroller the way I saw Locke do itâsurprised by the lightnessâand descend the staircase sideways. Lily smacks at my face and tries to palm my nose. I blow a raspberry at her, but Iâm thinking about the man I left behind, and how Iâm coming to learn that sometimes, itâs not kindness I crave.
Seeing Locke angry is upsetting. But understanding its impact unearths a sexual lust coiled beneath my bones.
Iâm used to emotional charge. Usually in the rollercoaster form of grief, thinking everything will to be all right, like when the treatmentâs working and Paige has more energy, before the crash of devastation when told thereâs nothing more that can be done.
But this ride with Lockeâ¦the leap from anger to happiness to sweetness, then back to anger, in such a short amount of time, has me wanting to lift my dress and deal with the overdrive in an entirely different way. I want to straddle him, to massage and kiss and tame him.
I shudder as I drop Lilyâs wheels to the ground.
I can keep looking forward to dinner.
Ketley Allison has always been a romantic at heart. That passion ignited when she realized she could put those dreams into words and her soul into characters. Ketley was born in Canada, moved to Australia when she was thirteen, to California when she was twenty, and finally to New York to attend law school, but most of that time was spent sitting in coffee shops and wine bars thinking of her next book.
Her other passions include coffee, wine, Big Macs, her cat, and her husband, possibly in that order.
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