Title: The Sounds of Secrets
Author: Whitney Barbetti
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Release Date: December 6, 2017
I've been in love with him forever.
But to him, I've always been off-limits. Until the night that changed everything.
Maybe it was the alcohol. Maybe it was the secrets we shared. Maybe he finally opened his eyes and saw me.
By the time the sun rose, Iâd lost him again, my heart shattering on his parting words: âIt was a mistake.â So I ran. Ran until I was thousands of miles away, in a country I didn't know, surrounded by people who only made me miss him more.
I never expected him to follow me â¦ or to pry more secrets from my soul. In exchange, he gave me more of his secrets too.
The more he let me into his heart, the more I loved him, but Iâm afraid that some secrets may be too big to overcome.
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I was going to throw up from the nerves.
No, I told myself. No throwing up. Not when youâre expecting Sam to come into your room any second.
But the feeling was so strong. I popped a mint from my bedside table in my mouth, rolled it around my tongue a few times, but the urge was still there.
Oh, shit. Was this a mistake? Was inviting Sam into my room a big fat problem? I was leaving for America tomorrow.
The printed itinerary, neatly stacked on my chest of drawers laughed at me. What was I going to do? I couldnât let Sam come up here.
My hands fisted in my hair as I berated myself for telling him to come. What was I thinking? I wasnât some sexual nymph, skilled in the way Sam surely was. I wasnât a virgin, but I hadnât actually messed around with a bunch of guys.
I didnât know what to do.
I walked to the door, pressed my palm flat to it. Iâd lock it. Then he couldnât come in. Heâd walk away, and weâd forget this ever happened.
Look how well that happened the last time you kissed him, my memory taunted me. Three years later, and youâre still wondering âwhat if.â
There was no reasonable escape from this situation. And, if there was, there was no escape that would make me not obsess over the âwhat if.â
Itâd be okay, I told myself. Of course it would. Sex was nothing, right?
But I didnât even believe my own thoughts. My nerves battled with my own desire. I couldnât process a single thing.
I ran my fingers over my eyebrows or, what was left of them that wasnât colored in, at least. Iâd pulled so many out in the days leading up to the trip, needing some control over this impending trip.
I trailed my fingers to the sides of my face, tugging on my earlobes to ground me, and then, in tandem, I pulled out a hair with each hand. The immediate relief was nearly as intoxicating as the alcohol Iâd consume in how it numbed my fears.
It would be okay.
I took in a cleansing breath, looking around my room for anything potentially embarrassing.
The blinds were open, so I closed them, leaving my room in soft, muted grays aside from the yellow lamp that lit up my dressing table.
My hand was on the back of the lamp to turn it off when my door creaked open.
Sam stood in the threshold, nearly taking up the entire space.
I switched the light off.
It was only a few loud heartbeats before he said, âTurn it back on.â
I couldnât see him, but I heard the creak on the floor by the door. âTurn it on, Lotte.â
Swallowing hard, I did.
The room was illuminated again in soft light, casting shadows into the angles of Samâs faceâmaking him look exactly as he was: dangerous.
I am a wife to one and a mom to two humans and one cat. I have a deep and abiding love for nachos - especially the kind with the liquid cheese, like from Taco Bell (sorry). I run on less than four hours of sleep thanks to copious amounts of Diet Coke. (Note: this paragraph is not sponsored by anyone except my hungry stomach.)
As a Navy brat, I grew up all over the country, from California and up the east coast from Florida to New England and Colorado. I currently live in Idaho, where we have lots of potatoes and windmills.
I write character-driven contemporary romance novels, heavy on the emotional connection. I LOVE love. I love writing about broken characters who find their soul mates.
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