One thing you cannot do while reading this is think your going to get anything like thoughtless
This is one thing I discovered and had to regroup my thoughts
What you get is a story of the now mature D Bags but not so much mature member of D Bags that is Griffin and his misconceived ideas, self centered mistakes,losses and regret and you also get to see a loved up horny couple that has more sex than any other I have read about with humerus and hot moments.
Griffin feels he has always been the one unnoticed in the band his imiturity, lack of seriousness and practical jokes has brought him a lack of respect from those around him except Anna and he begins to resent his band mates.
Griffin fails to see the meaning of Team, feels Jelousy towards Kellan and his fellow bandmates who have shown him nothing but love, Griffin is Griffin and wants to be the one everyone notices.
So, sick of being in the background Griffin slowly walks down a road of self destruction.
It's a journey of regret that can only lead to humbling.
Once you get your head around the fact this is not about hot rockstars on tour and on the make with fans falling over them with thrown in angst and drama and see it for what it is, it is actually a good read, slow going but good.