Series: Grace Trilogy #1
Author: Autumn Grey
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Release Date: September 24, 2018
There are angels and demons at war inside my head.
I had it all figured out: finish high school, attend seminary and finally answer my calling of becoming a priest. What I hadnât counted in the equation was her.
The girl who was always out of my reach. The girl who still makes me lose my breath with just a look.
Little did I know she would become my temptation and vice, and quite possibly, my ruin.
Now Iâm standing at a crossroads, and my head is a battlefield. How do I choose sides when it means losing a part of who I am?
âCan I ask you something? Itâs totally fine to say no.â She adds the last part quickly. She smiles and looks at the spot over my shoulder, her fingers tapping a quick beat on the table. She looks vulnerable, her eyes wide, allowing me to see how nervous she is. I mean, how can I say no to her?
âSure.â I settle back on the seat and stretch my arms along the back of it.
âCan I . . . can I kiss you?â Her eyes snap back to mine, and she hurriedly adds, âI know youâre heading to Boston in a few weeks andââ She sucks in a deep breath. âI really want to kiss you. I promise I wonât try to do anything else. Just kiss you.â
I take a deep breath, letting her words sink in, and realize Iâm breathing faster than normal. My gaze falls on her mouth, and I literally stop breathing because that mouth, God help me. Itâs like a gateway to a whole new galaxy where secrets and wishes are waiting to be unveiled.
I need to kiss her. I want to discover the universe beyond those full lips. Iâve been fighting the need to kiss her since I walked inside the diner and saw her wiping down the counter. But my brain is telling me itâs a bad idea and kissing her will irrevocably change me. Change my life. I know I wonât be able to come back from that. But the other part of me, the part that has a hopeless, desperate crush on this girl, just wants to drag her onto my lap and let her do whatever she wants.
âItâs getting late. We should probably lock up and leave,â she says in a small voice when I take too long to reply. She pushes her hair back before standing up and starting to stack our plates together. Her gaze meets mine briefly. âLook, Iâm sorry I made this awkward. Itâs not fair to youââ
I reach out, curling a finger through the belt loops on her jean shorts, and tug. But she doesnât move toward me. Instead, her grip around the plates grows tighter, and she turns to leave.
âGracie.â I tighten my hold, forcing her to set everything back on the table and look at me. âCome here.â
I pull her close while placing my other hand on her hip. Then, I slide both hands in the back pockets of her shorts, pulling her closer until all I can see is her face and her lipsâso close to mine.
Her chest rises and falls quicker than before, and I realize mineâs doing the same. We stare at each other. I wonder if she regrets asking to kiss me. That thought makes my chest ache. Right now, in this moment, with my face inches away from her boobs, Iâd do anything for a chance to know what she tastes like. My fingers skim along her arm and bury themselves in her hair. She trembles against me, so I know she wants this as much as I do.
Earlier today after leaving work, I drove home. My mind was preoccupied, and I was restless, so after taking a shower, I got into my car. And somehow, I found myself parking the truck outside the diner. Maybe this is why I came here; I donât know. But I really want to find out.
âDo it.â My voice is a whisper. Iâm almost breathless with want. I want to yank her down and kiss her myself, but she looks like sheâs about to flee. So I let her come to me. âKiss me.â
She sinks her teeth in her bottom lip as she comes closer. Iâm glad Iâm sitting down because my knees are shaking with anticipation. Then her lips touch mine, her eyes on me the whole time. Need has my fingers tightening in her hair as she presses her lips more firmly to mine. Her tongue peeks out, running along the seam of my lips. I groan and shift on the seat to ease the discomfort in my pants. My mouth opens, and the second her tongue touches mine, my body rattles with a shiver. This moment feels sacred. Like a blessing. It feels blasphemous and holy all at once. It scares me.
Tugging her into my lap, I fist her hair in my hands as I incline her hear further, fusing our lips together more firmly. But our noses are in the way, and we have to find the right angle to stop bumping into each other. Itâs frustrating at first because I want her lips on mine and her breath mingling with my breath. Our heads finally slant in the right positions, and our lips fit perfectly. We both exhale in relief and groan at the contact.
Something in me breaks loose. Suddenly Iâm pulling at her hair frantically, and my kisses become hungry and aggressive. Iâm trembling and desperate and all I can think is Iâve never felt anything like this before, and I donât ever want to stop or let her go. I donât need to wonder if sheâs enjoying this kiss too. Her hands fisted in my hair, yanking me closer and closer are all the answers I need. Sheâs pressing her chest into mine, and I swear I can feel her heart hammering. Neither one of us wants it to end.
We break apart and gulp for air, and my hands leave her hair, greedy to explore other parts of her, but they end up on her hips, pulling her further into me.
âMore,â I beg, because right now, thatâs all I can do.
Beg like my life depends on it. At this point, I feel like Iâm about to go up in flames.
Autumn Grey writes sexy, angsty contemporary romance that always ends with a happy ever after. She loves reading stories with flawed and quirky characters, broody alphas and sassy heroines.
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